Monday, February 27, 2012

BRING THE SPRING


Psalm 1:3

New Living Translation

3 They are like trees planted along the riverbank,
bearing fruit each season.
Their leaves never wither,
and they prosper in all they do.

Perhaps you noticed the more colorful blog background. I need color… I need spring… I need the joy of the Lord to fill my soul. Therefore, beginning today I am going to expound upon the positive and minimize (but not ignore) the negative. Oh, this does not mean that I am going to be wearing 'rose colored glasses' but as long as it is possible, I will seek to find the good in life. I choose to live a life of dignity and grace.

No one, not one person wants to read a sad and depressing article, letter or blog! We need articles and information that help to build us up and now bring us down. Amen?

I received my feedburner update from Julie Gillies blog and it was timely indeed!

Tamara

Friday, February 24, 2012

living life somewhere between estrogen and death…




Today’s blog title is where I find myself… living life somewhere between estrogen and death. Perhaps it would be better said ‘trying to live life’. As morose as that may sound, it’s not such a bad place to be but for right now, for this place in time it is quite trying. 

I've never been the one who at class reunions says, “Oh, if only I could go back! Those were the best times of my life.” Those were difficult times. Times full of growth and of pain. Standing as it were before the fork in the road trying to determine which road to choose. 

Regrets? Yes, I've had regrets. Pain? Yes, that too. As I ponder the events since the first of the year, I wonder what God’s purpose is in all this. 

  • Our son’s poor choices and being incarcerated… again. My decision to not visit him in jail or to allow him to come here to live. 
  • I've been ill since a week ago Thursday and running a low grade fever. When I have the fever I also have a headache and it is just debilitating. I see the doctor again today. 
  • Then there was Zachary’s accident on Sunday his broken leg and extensive hospital stay. I would gladly take this from him if it were somehow possible. 
God, do you hear me? My prayers feel as if they are only reaching the ceiling. Please… Abba, reach down through the garbled mess and pull them up to Your ears. The silence is deafening. And I begin to question. And I begin to feel the downward spiral of depression. It is not a place I want to go. 

Then I remember… I remember the Amy Grant song, Arms of Love. So, for today, that is my prayer. 

Lord I'm really glad You're here.
I hope you feel the same when You see all my fear,
And how I fail,
I fall sometimes.
It's hard to walk on shifting sand.
I miss the rock, and find there's nowhere left to stand;
I start to cry.
Lord, please help me raise my hands so You can pick me up.
Hold me close,
Hold me tighter.
I have found a place where I can hide.
It's safe inside
Your arms of love.
Like a child who's helped throughout a storm,
You keep me warm
In Your arms of love.
Storms will come and storms will go.
Wonder just how many storms it takes until
I finally know
You're here always.
Even when my skies are far from gray,
I can stay;
Teach me to stay there,
In the place I've found where I can hide.
It's safe inside
Your arms of love.
Like a child who's helped throughout a storm,
You keep me warm
In Your arms of love. 
Even so… AMEN!

Tamara

Monday, February 20, 2012

The Prayers of the Faithful


This will be a short post today and  I am asking for your prayers. Out grandson Zachary was struck by a car Sunday afternoon and transported by air to University Medical Center in Tucson. He has a broken leg. 

Late last evening he had surgery on his leg. The tibia and fibula – the word we were given is one is fractured through and the other fractured. (I don’t know what the difference would be.) The surgery was to relieve the swelling and to place rods and probably pins and plates, I would assume. 

Please remember he is an active four year old so this will complicate his and his mother’s life style for quite sometime. I’m sure that rehab will be a part of his healing process, too. This will assuredly set back his preschool for awhile. 

Dennis and I were planning on a trip to Tucson today for other reasons, so we will be stopping in to see Zachary. 

We are also in a quandary as to letting Zachary’s dad (our son) know about this due to his incarceration. It will frustrate him and there is nothing he can do about the situation. 
James 5:15
Common English Bible

Prayer that comes from faith will heal the sick, for the Lord will restore them to health.
 Tamara

Update: 02/20/2012 - 7:04 p.m.

I’m providing an update on Zachary as we were able to see him in the Pediatric ICU today.

He had the surgery last evening and the word is he had the best pediatric orthopedic surgeon at UMC – praise the Lord for that! The surgeon put another surgery on hold and bumped Zachary into that spot due to the internal swelling. He made incisions down each side of the leg to allow for drainage. One side responded well and the other now has a shunt (and a pump) that allows for the excess fluids to be draining off his leg. He also has a metal rod in his leg. I’m not sure about anything else.

He is being kept pain free with morphine and Tylenol with codeine. The morphine causes his face to itch and I told his Mom to watch that as it is the sign of an allergic reaction and could lead to more serious symptoms.

He is in pain with furrows on his forehead and grinding of his teeth. Yesterday when this all happened he told the EMT’s he only wanted Tylenol and a band-aid. He is ‘beat up’ on his right side with road rash and a good bump on his noggin. He has cleared all his neurological tests. He isn’t eating or drinking and has in IV for fluids and meds. He is running a fever and they are checking his blood for infections on a very regular basis – and he isn’t happy about that! Before we left for our two hour trek home, he ate a Popsicle!

After getting home, Dennis left for a visit with our son. They were most kind is allowing for a ‘late’ visit due to the nature of what will be shared and for allowing Dennis to be the one to share it.

Thank you all for your prayers. This could have had such a different outcome. I know it isn’t over yet. He will require physical therapy, plus his preschool will be set back for quite awhile.

Tamara
Zachary Recovering
Update: 02/21/2012:


He looks so much better than yesterday and according to his Mom, he is now eating. He has begun to play in the playroom. He will be in a wheelchair for about two weeks and he begins physical therapy today! He must still have the IV in as it appears he's using his right hand and he's left handed!




Zach  and Ziggy
Update: 02/22/2012:


Zachary's Mom posted this on FB yesterday. Child Life came into visit with Zachary yesterday and with his help they put a cast on Ziggy's right leg - just like Zachary's!


Zachary is having surgery today that will determine if he gets to go home today or not.


More update: Zachary did well with the surgery and he and Ziggy both have blue casts on their right legs. Zachary's IV is now out and his sucky thumb is now available.


Update: 02/23/2012:


Zachary will have another night in the hospital. They need to ween him from the pain meds. He had PT today and the assistant was Lily - a dog! Zach was very responsive. I'm sure he misses his dog Stormy and I am sure Stormy misses him. They are best buds and when Zach's Mommy tries to discipline him, Stormy gently takes her by the wrist and tries to lead her away! Here's a pix of the two of them from around Christmas time.
Best Buds - Zach and Stormy

Update: 02/24/12

Zachary went all day yesterday without morphine. They will find out today if he gets to go home. His Momma posted pix of him with his therapy dogs. He also got to go outside in his brand new wagon. He told his Mom he felt better outside. Instead of being in a wheelchair for two weeks, they said he could use a wagon, so his other Gram bought him a wagon and he's now using it in the hospital, too!

Zachary and Lily and the Sucky Thumb!

Zachary and Missie
She plays catch!

Saturday, February 11, 2012

Happy Birthday Arizona!


Welcome to my Arizona!

Arizona is the 48th state and last of the contiguous states to be admitted to the Union, and it achieved statehood on February 14, 1912. Arizona is the sixth most extensive and the 16th most populous of the 50 states. Its capital and largest city is Phoenix. The second largest city is Tucson.

Arizona is noted for its desert climate in its southern half, where there are very hot summers and quite mild winters. The northern half of Arizona also features forests of pine, Douglas fir, and spruce trees, a very large, high plateau (the Colorado Plateau) and some mountain ranges—such as the San Francisco Mountains—as well as large, deep canyons, where there is much more moderate weather for three seasons of the year, plus significant snowfalls. There are ski resorts in the areas of Flagstaff and Alpine. Arizona is one of the Four Corners states, meaning that we touch borders on our north eastern section with Colorado, New Mexico and Utah.

Over one hundred years ago, the cream of the Arizona Territory's manhood gathered in Phoenix, writing a constitution they hoped would bring statehood.
Saguaro Sunset

Back in 1891, territorial residents had been so certain statehood was imminent, they'd actually written a constitution and took it on the train to Washington, where congressmen snubbed their noses at these upstarts from that arid wasteland out West known more for Geronimo and the Gunfight at the O.K. Corral than for the kind of folks you'd want in your union.

But things changed and Arizona had gained some respectability, some friends in Washington, and this time, Arizona wasn't jumping the gun. Congress had actually passed and President William Howard Taft had signed the Enabling Act that directed the Arizona Territory to write a state constitution - even allocating a princely $100,000 for that end.

Congress directed that the delegates meet in Phoenix - and that Phoenix be the capital of the new state at least until 1925. And so, on Oct. 10, 1910, 52 men from 13 counties came together for the first time. (Greenlee County couldn't send a delegate because it had just been created, and women didn't have a voice because they didn't yet have the right to vote.)

The most populous county had the most delegates, and in those days, that was Cochise County, where the mining interests of Bisbee and Tombstone were paramount. Agricultural Maricopa County had nine delegates. Families that would become legends in Arizona were represented: Goldwater, Orme, Tovrea. They were led by Globe's George W.P. Hunt, who would become the state's first governor and whose white-pyramid tomb in Papago Park still looks down on the Capitol City.
Meteor Crater

The Rev. Seaborn Crutchfield of Tempe gave the opening prayer as the convention began: "As King Solomon prayed for guidance to wisely rule a great people, so we ask Thee to direct us in the adoption of a wise and just constitution."

And they were off: a motley crew far that was more indebted to labor unions and the working man than to the businesses and mines that thought they ran things in Arizona. The Arizona Democrat, a Phoenix paper that wouldn't last beyond 1913, reported: "A count of noses shows that about 40 percent of the delegates are men worth $30,000 or more. Better crowd than we thought they were at first."

A vast majority, 41 to be exact, were Democrats who looked toward "progressive" legislation - a word more "sane conservatives" saw as "reckless." They debated, but rejected, women suffrage; debated, but rejected, segregated schools; debated, but passed, three citizen-empowerment measures that were seen as radical: the right of people to petition their government, called an initiative; the right of the government to refer an item directly to voters, called a referendum, and the most startling of all - what opponents called "ultra-radicalism" - the right of voters to recall judges they saw as unfit.

With the constitution now meeting Taft's approval, he signed Arizona's statehood bill the morning of Feb. 14, 1912 - ushering in the best party ever held in these parts.

And, oh yes, at its first election after statehood in the fall of 1912, Arizona voters reinstated the recall of judges into the state Constitution. They also, by a healthy margin, gave Arizona women the right to vote - eight years before national suffrage.

It would be the first time, but certainly not the last, that Arizona showed its independence!

For all of the landmass of the state of Arizona, we have merely fifteen counties: Apache, Cochise, Coconino, Gila, Graham, Greenlee, La Paz, Maricopa, Mohave, Navajo, Pima, Pinal, Santa Cruz, Yavapai, and Yuma.

Yuma County was the site of the original Yuma Territorial Prison. When teaching a class in Florence for the Department of Corrections, I visited the Warden and saw pictures of original inmates from the Yuma Territorial Prison. Every one of the women’s pictures listed their crime as adultery. I asked the Warden, “Where are the men’s pictures? It takes two!” He had no answer for me.

This weekend we begin our celebration of Arizona’s Centennial with a parade. Our local Grand Marshal is Lavona Evans who is also one hundred years old. Her father named gave her this name by reversing the first three letters of Valentine’s Day and then adding ‘ona’ for Arizona’s statehood. Ms. Evans was actually our first landlord when we moved to Arizona. She was spry twenty one years ago and remains so to this day! The same can be said for our state.

Happy One Hundredth Birthday Arizona! I am delighted to be part of your community.

An Arizona Recipe!

Goldwater Beans (from my Mom - Dolores Repp)

2 lbs. pinto beans
1 can (24 oz) tomatoes
1 lg. onions, chopped
4 cloves of garlic, chopped 
1 can (4 oz) El Pato jalapeƱo tomato sauce
1 can (4 oz) diced, roasted, green chilies
2 tsp. salt
black pepper to taste
½ tsp. ground cumin
Optional: 2 lbs. ground beef, browned  

Soak the beans in cold water overnight. Wash. Cover with cold water to 2 inches over the top of the beans and boil for one hour. Add the other ingredients. Reduce the heat and cook 4-6 hours more. If desired, add the browned ground beef.  NOTE: If I use the ground beef, I brown the onion and garlic with it.

This is a good recipe for the Crockpot and yields about 24 servings.

Isaiah 43:19
New King James Version

Behold, I will do a new thing, 
Now it shall spring forth; 
Shall you not know it? 
I will even make a road in the wilderness 
And rivers in the desert.

Have a wonderful weekend!
Tamara

Monday, February 6, 2012

Little Miss Susie-Q


This isn't going to be an original post. It was sent to me in an email from my friend Pat C.  It was so good, that after I wiped the tears away I thought I'd share it with you.

Come with me to a third grade classroom... There is a nine-year-old kid sitting at his desk and all of a sudden there is a puddle between his feet and the front of his pants are wet. He thinks his heart is going to stop because he cannot possibly imagine how this has happened. It's never happened before, and he knows that when the boys find out he will never hear the end of it. When the girls find out, they'll never speak to him again as long as he lives.
 
The boy believes his heart is going to stop; he puts his head down and prays this prayer, 'Dear God, this is an emergency! I need help now! Five minutes from now I'm dead meat.'

He looks up from his prayer and here comes the teacher with a look in her eyes that says he has been discovered.

As the teacher is walking toward him, a class mate named Susie is carrying a goldfish bowl that is filled with water. Susie trips in front of the teacher and inexplicably dumps the bowl of water in the boy's lap… 
The boy pretends to be angry, but all the while is saying to himself, 'Thank you, Lord! Thank you, Lord!'

Now all of a sudden, instead of being the object of ridicule, the boy is the object of sympathy. The teacher rushes him downstairs and finds him gym shorts to put on while his pants dry out. All the other children are on their hands and knees cleaning up around his desk. The sympathy was wonderful. But as life would have it, the ridicule that should have been his had been transferred to someone else - Susie.

She tries to help, but they tell her to get out. "You've done enough, you klutz!"

Finally, at the end of the day, as they are waiting for the bus, the boy walks over to Susie and whispers, 'You did that on purpose, didn't you?' Susie whispers back, 'I wet my pants once too.'

God, help us see the opportunities that are always around us to do good… then grant us the courage to act!

Remember... just going to church doesn't make you a Christian any more than standing in your garage makes you a car. 

Matthew 7:12

Common English Bible

12 Therefore, you should treat people in the same way that you want people to treat you; this is the Law and the Prophets.

May your week be blessed. My mind is still recovering from last week's training! I'm now a certified Equal Employment Opportunity Liaison with my agency. Oh, the things I've learned! Things and actions I never wanted to know about!

 Tamara