Saturday, February 23, 2013

In the Dark Night of the Soul

We all have them, don’t we? Those Dark Nights of the Soul. It is during those times, like the song Growing I posted from Wayne Watson, when I find no comfort in praying. I cannot sleep and my mind wanders at least 100 mph. During those times, I cannot even focus enough to read… not the Bible, not a book…

But music, music will touch my soul every time. I had an old, old hymnal and would turn to the comfort of the old songs. I would then read them as a prayer. The words would wash over me and the melody in general would calm me like a lullaby.

One of my favorites is Horatio G. Spafford’s It is Well With My Soul: Here is the history of this poignant song.

Horatio Spafford (1828-1888) was a wealthy Chicago lawyer with a thriving legal practice, a beautiful home, a wife, four daughters and a son. He was also a devout Christian and faithful student of the Scriptures. His circle of friends included Dwight L. Moody, Ira Sankey and various other well-known Christians of the day.

At the very height of his financial and professional success, Horatio and his wife Anna suffered the tragic loss of their young son. Shortly thereafter on October 8, 1871, the Great Chicago Fire destroyed almost every real estate investment that Spafford had.

In 1873, Spafford scheduled a boat trip to Europe in order to give his wife and daughters a much needed vacation and time to recover from the tragedy. He also went to join Moody and Sankey on an evangelistic campaign in England. Spafford sent his wife and daughters ahead of him while he remained in Chicago to take care of some unexpected last minute business.

Several days later he received notice that his family's ship had encountered a collision. All four of his daughters drowned; only his wife had survived.

With a heavy heart, Spafford boarded a boat that would take him to his grieving Anna in England. It was on this trip that he penned those now famous words, When sorrow like sea billows roll; it is well, it is well with my soul…

Philip Bliss (1838-1876), composer of many songs including Hold the Fort, Let the Lower Lights be Burning, and Jesus Loves Even Me, was so impressed with Spafford's life and the words of his hymn that he composed a beautiful piece of music to accompany the lyrics. The song was published by Bliss and Sankey, in 1876.

For more than a century, the tragic story of one man has given hope to countless thousands who have lifted their voices to sing, It Is Well With My Soul. 

It Is Well With My Soul (click on link to hear the music)

When peace, like a river, attendeth my way,
When sorrows like sea billows roll;
Whatever my lot, Thou hast taught me to say,
It is well, it is well with my soul.

It is well (it is well),
with my soul (with my soul),
It is well, it is well with my soul.

Though Satan should buffet, though trials should come,
Let this blest assurance control,
That Christ hath regarded my helpless estate,
And hath shed His own blood for my soul.


My sin, oh the bliss of this glorious thought!
My sin, not in part but the whole,
Is nailed to His cross, and I bear it no more,
Praise the Lord, praise the Lord, O my soul!


For me, be it Christ, be it Christ hence to live:
If Jordan above me shall roll,
No pang shall be mine, for in death as in life
Thou wilt whisper Thy peace to my soul.


And Lord haste the day, when my faith shall be sight,
The clouds be rolled back as a scroll;
The trump shall resound, and the Lord shall descend,
Even so, it is well with my soul.


There is great controversy in the church over what and which songs should be sung in worship services. I am not here to offer any profound utterance at to what music should or should not be allowed. I only know that I am grateful for the contemporary music that has nursed my bruised and weary soul back to health on many occasions. Songs such as Growing, The Anchor Holds, Life is Hard, and I Will Sing have ministered to me as well as the old hymns.

Simply yours,


  1. I hope your dark night passes quickly xoxo

  2. Dearest Tamara, I missed this post but now I've found you and I pray that your wandering mind has found peace and your dark night has passed into calm.


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